| i feel so lost.
and alone in the world.
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| i suck.
i suck at hair.
i sucked at hollister.
i suck at carrabba's.and all i do is seat people
i sucked at high school. and now i suck at john tyler
i suck at taking care of myself.
i suck at being a friend.
i definitely suck at being a girlfriend...not that it matters since i probably won't get another chance for that anytime soon
i suck at driving...not that it matters cause i don't have my license anyway
i suck at everything. i have never found one single thing i am good at.
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| i hate myself. i really do. i have no idea how i became like this. i would rather be their whatever, than nothing at all. |
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| i hate my life.
i really do
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| so i'm pretty sure this has been the worst week of my life.
sunday-i have that dizzy spell or episode or whatever the hell it was.
monday-my mom snitches on my & calls my neurologist. his nurse says in VA for people with epilepsy they consider dizzy spells the same as a seizure.which means i cant drive for ANOTHER 6 months.
tues-i find a tick IN my back. so now i prolly have sum funky ass disease from that.
wed-my mom drops me off at hollister at 7 even though i dont start til 8 because she has to take me on her way to petersburg. i got off at 1; i didnt leave til 4 when my boss took me home.
thurs-i had to wait an hour for sum random neighbor i didnt even know i had to get outta class to take me home
fri-my dad left for vaca so i cant escape this hellhole and go over there
sat AM- my mom says i kicked her when i get outta bed and slamed the bathroom door in her face and then she yells at me for 5 min for sumthing i didnt even do & she tries to make me apologize.um yea that would be a big hell no. then she walks out of my bathroom and slams the door & then comes back in and asked how that made me feel. nd when i said i didnt care that she could slam the door at me all day and it wudnt bother me she got even more pissed. then i had to wait in the rain for 10min for her to come pick me up from the nail place
i cant wait to find out what is gonna happen next week.
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